Purpose or No Purpose

From past few days, as I am going through the Neil's Levy book on Jean Paul Sartre, and getting  accustomed to few expressions, like, for-itself, in-itself, nothingness, phenomenology, being, existentialism, essentialism, ethics, and a few more. Reading it, I feel like asking, that, what is the real purpose and probability of our existence? Are we merely a result of some uncertainity, some abrupt phenomenon, or some random occurences, which led to a life and society of this complexity. Being in the society, and competing like mad-hoc, we are just wandering in this chaotic life. From our birth, the congenital situations mould us to survive and compete in this self made society. Watching this, and realizing this aspect of life, we can often ask that- Is this the real cause for which we have been brought from a much random state to a much ordered one? Sometimes, this fact worries few of the human beings on this "lucky" Earth, and they try to explain the phenomenons. On a much more fundamental level, to a much grander scale. As we know that, this is one of the impregnated nature of human beings. We most often feel much more attracted by the object, which is far from us. So does Superstrings or Megaclusters of Galaxy. 

Oh.. I have kept this post for so long time as trash in my drafts.

I thought that I shouldn't keep it like this in this phase. I got too engaged these days, to complete this post of mine. So happy reading the unfinished business. I know, it sounds awkward..!!