I am here

So I am here. I write this blog as a form of excursion, or rather, to normalize myself. Well, I was planning to do something else, as I planned, at this juncture of time. But, you see, I have written this and you are even reading it. Now you muct be thinking, why to read such a boring post, with so many sh*t personal life and frustrations!! So you are welcome, and carry on. And even allow me to do so..

As I find myself, at this moment, as a happy individual and a prosperous human being, is a result of few discussions, which always used to fill me with full of fast moving corpusles and electric signals. I may be interpreted as a naivete, as I talk about biological functions with such simplfied assertions. Lets take a look at the causal thing here, means the main topic : I am here. I need to dicuss, why I am here, what made me to exist here, why am I talking like a maverick here, and other questions are left for you to decide..

Now a days, you see, I have so many aspects of my life around me, like, career, personal life, academics, my bloody landowner, my disheveled room, my reckless habit of not taking food at night ( as a habit ), a single module heck of Process Control (which is a crap), my ongoing novels, conferences to be attended in future weekends, my vehicle( which is the sucking the precious  non-renewable source of energy as a draculla), and wack wack wack...

But this sense of extravagant language comes out of me, whenever I get an opportunity to spit my frustrations on certain topics, which exactly happened today! You see, I am not pursuing the branch of study which I like the most, i.e. Physics, still I want to keep myself composed keeping a holistic approach towards life. Once I take a roller coaster ride on those topics, I wish that the slope never changes its sign. I was in my class and the sir was discussing about the issue topic. And one more time I got to speak on topics like, Universe, High Energy Physics, Gravity, Loop Quantum Gravity, String Theory, Large Hadron Collider, Astrobiology, Existence os Life, Importance of History of Science, effect of past on present, effect of Present on past, Cyborgs, Astificial Intelligence, Future Society, Purpose of our life, Technological advances( usually fanciful), Evolutionary Artificial Intelligence, Black Holes, White Holes, Naked Singularities, Flying Cars, Philosophy, Love, Emotions, Molestation of women in our country now a days, unbelievable reincarnation of India in Cricket, Future of Society, Extra-planetary establishments, Lunar Basements, Mars human basements, International Space Station, Chaos in Nature and everywhere, Cause of emotions in Human beings and its future form, Ruffle and Peace between Cyborgs and AI, Quantum Entanglement, Teleportation, Connectedness, Relationships, Cause of Human worry about his fleeting existence in this Universe, Materialistism existing in the Society, etc... etc.. etcetera..!!!!

So now, you are all well aware of the thoughts which puzzles me now and then, but still allows me to be a normal individual in this Vox Populi, and make my brain cells charged. The cells feel diffused when I keep it aloof of these discussions and study..!! 

Now it's time to say you good bye and good night. You may be wondering, as I go through such a deep trough and tall crest of emotions, which are easily symbolized from my earlier posts. But I promise you, the case is not the same with all the previous posts. Someptimes I find myself as a Poet, some other time as a Philosopher, and the Altruist, and the Maverick( as now), and a Lover, and an Engineer, and an Analyst, and an Observer, and a Fool, and a Weak Person, and a Strong Person, and a Brother, and a Son, and a Friend, and an Emotional Recluse, and a Human Being, and a Sober Person, and a Student, and the list will never end.. You see, our human brain is so complex, that it attains so many infinite dimension of instances of emotions, in such a short perios of time. Even this thought make me MAD..!!

I end up here, with a brief compendium of my future obligations and duties : 

1. Apply to some places

2. Process Control Internals on Wednesday

3. NIT Calicut National Technical Congress, iCON09 for Project Presentation event

4. Optoelectronics internal

5. Process Control assignment on Valves

6. Transducers Internals

7. National Coference, GEOMATRIX, IIT Bombay, 28th-1st March ( my abstract got selected ..am  a bit happy for it..!! )

8. Murder of my Teen, on 28th feb, by this Universal Clock of Time.

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Thanks for listening to my rubbish..!! 

Good Night..!